undecided 3

october 27 2009

Bile kita sygkn seseorang tu... its not easy for us to forget bout dem.. dats da lesson dat i learn today.

Time shows at 2 am.. i cant stop thinking on how lucky i am to ber her fren..eventhough my intention was to ber hers.. but as da topicc says.. its hard to let go someone dat u really care for.. im facing the same thins as she is.. wer she is unable to forget her bf and i am not able to forget her..she makes me really happy.. i really feel like just telling her how i really feel towards her.. but i cant do so. i love her to much dat im scared of loosing her at all.. i wish she could be mine.. wat i can do is just wait for the rite time..i just wana let u noe dat i really love u.. u may think its a joke.just because its a sudden.. but its the power of love.. mybe its not love..mybe its just a crush..how should i noe..love is blind.. honestly telling u.. hoping u would read all this n i wana let u noe that i really do love u form the bottom of my heart..

undecided 2

october 24 2009

A good friend is easy to get when u just become a friend to someone.In the beggining U will appreciate each other presence.. but later.. it turn out to be so different..adapting to sumone lifestlye and attitudes is not sumthing difficult to do, u just have to adapt. but how long do u have to? dats the question dat has been wondering in my head since ever. patients is wat we call a challenging someone heart n feelings.. beleive me..its not dat easy to control it.. but u have to just because u dont wana hurt the other person's feeling..

is that fair? should i seek revenge? once again im left unDeciDeD...

I am Not Using you..

this particular article is dedicated to a fren of mine.. u noe who u are. i just wana let u know that im not fucking using u for my pleasureness.. i treat u different from anyone cos u deserve to be treated like that. i treat SUe different from everybody else cos she is different. i treat u different cos u need to be treated like dat. pls.. dun make me sound like a fucking pervert. its more into benefits. if u didnt like it u should have stop it from it getting deeper right?

look. i dunt want to argue.i have been doing that all my life now days. sick of fighthing for my rights. tired.i just wana let u noe that i appreciate what u have done for me. i mean everything. im scared that u would fall for me..i really am..i mean how can u. it will be like a bazaar..huru hara.hehe..

anyway i really do appreciate everything that u have done..i really do.. i love u as my fren.i will always love u..cos friendship brings more happiness than lovers.. trust me..

undecided 1

october 24 2009

i love the fact that i am ur friend. it could even be more wonderful if im the one u love..having u in my arms,holding hands,been bully n punch n pinch. those pain will go away but what stays are the memories. i cnt live without u. im so used having ur presence even without ur notice. maybe its love. but a foolish love that is beyond our control..

i love knowing u.. i want to get to noe u better and deeper.. i would nvr hurt ur feelings.. but wen comes to serious issue..u would not pick me because u already have someone else.. what a fool i am to be in dat position wer im in love wif sumeone who mite not be here for me.. as said its a foolish love dat can go beyond our immagination..im just left der lonely n unDeciDeD......